Short poem

I am a coward,
Given life's greatest gift.
I tried to move forward,
I just couldn't resist.

Silently watching,
The moon in the sky,
Yet secretly wishing,
That it would me mine.

I don't know danger,
Yet fear it like ice,
Better then, be a stranger
If you wish to survive.

But who can survive,
If their heart isn't there?
Its just one shallow life
Without wind in your hair.


Now you understand, me thinks.  Until next time.
Elven

Holiday restlessness

Right now, I feel elated, possibly because I have just eaten lots of chocolate or maybe because I have thought of a nice chord progression for the piano.  Could be both.  Sadly, the feeling only lasts for a little while.  It’s as if it needs something to sustain it.  Kind of like a hydrogen bomb, exploding in an awesome display of colour and then fading away slowly.  That is what I imagine a hydrogen bomb to look like anyway . . .  I hope I never will see one in action.

Today is the first day of holidays for both me and my sister.  SO much free time.  I don't even know what to do with it all.  Over exam period I felt as if there was no time for anything but studying and now I don't know what to do.  Don't get me wrong, I do have many passions.  I love music, art, literature, sport, drama and so forth but I seem to always get sidetracked by the internet.  Even when I do have some job to do, the internet always consumes me.

I wake up and think, Oh better check my emails, and then half the day has gone.  I am left feeling useless and unproductive. 

I really think I should make up some sort of plan for the day or find an awesome project to work on during the day.  If you have any cool project ideas feel free to post them below. Bye for now!

Elven